Frustrateddddddddd.

Oh! Guess what? I left the house a bit today to see a friend. Look what present I got!
Oh! Is that a piece of paper? You probably can't see what it is actually! Don't worry, let's zoom in a little closer!
OH! It's from Yarra Trams? Why are they giving you a "Travel Permit" (of no cash value of course) to travel on trams for? I don't really get what it is! Explain.

Well you see, they had to take my real ticket. Why? Because I'm a douche and bought the wrong one. I accidentally bought concession on the tram today because I wasn't thinking (I prefer to pay more as a full fare then actually apply for a concession card) so when the tram inspectors came on, they looked at my ticket, saw the lack of concession card, gave me a big smile and wrote me a lovely fine.

Oh tram inspectors! I know you have a job, but by no means does that mean I'm gonna like it. I actually paid for a daily as well when I only needed a two hour so really I wasn't fooling the system. I probably paid more than I wanted to. I don't want a fine to start my holidays with!

I don't know who that finger is directed at but it's likely it's directed at myself. Good work Chris. Next time wake up and buy the right goddamn ticket!

White Oleander.

The book I'm reading is amazingly depressing yet creepily real. I can't put it down.

"
Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way."

In the bathroom.

For some reason I felt like straightening my hair just now. I was wearing a beanie with the strings on the side thingy all day because I was cold so it wasn't a big deal straightening it all. It stayed pretty flat and only a little wavy actually. Nice~!

I want to show my ears more when I go out, but it doesn't suit me very well as you can probably see. This isn't one of my best pictures. Hahaha. Flash killed my eyes so I've got like... a mega-squint going on... and my mouth looks weird. ~_~

Whatever! I'm still cool.

Sitting at home.

There is something so marvelous about just sitting at home listening to a calming song to pass the day. Ignoring her hideous haircut, Amber really is amazing. I hope these kind of days never end.

My beginning.

Well, to be honest I am making this blog from boredom. Dylan said "make a blogspot" and well, I had nothing else to do, so I just kind of made it. I already had an account from years ago so it wasn't a big deal and then I just threw the design together from the design section. Nothing amazing.

I'm not really sure of what to write here. Since it's the first post, it probably should have some sort of amazing poem or picture that can sum me up as a whole but I don't think I can be bothered to search for something that amazing at this moment.

Fact about me: I'm Christopher but call me Chris. In a few days I'm turning 18. I doubt this blog will get more that 10 posts on it. I have a rather large craving for chocolate at the moment. My glasses are hurting behind my ears for some reason. I know the time but I don't want to sleep.


I guess at times like now I'm messy and everywhere and my brain can barely keep my thoughts on track but generally I'm a pretty down to Earth person. Writing things here though is already feeling difficult. What do people even use this site for?

I tried looking up "beauty" on google images but came up with semi-naked women and other weird creepy things even with my safe-search on so... That's kind of depressing? I just put a picture of the ocean there instead. Looking at it makes me feel like the world is so big and I'm so small. I want to travel it!

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.... So I have completely lost my train of thought! Instead of trying to write something meaningful, I might just explain my day!

1) Woke up around 12. I wanted to sleep in late as I didn't have much to do and wanted today to just kind of fly by so the weekend would come sooner.

2) Made a really nice meal at like 3 for no reason at all while watching Zoolander. Didn't actually have another meal for the day as it filled me so much showing how I manage to stay so close to an unhealthy weight.

3) Parents bought stuff for my party next week that I'm having with my school friends. How exciting. I want it to end up looking really pretty and for everyone to have fun.

4) Made this blog thing?

5) HAD A DANSON TANG LOVESPREE. New album = Heart.

What a guy. ;)

And so yeah. I'm done writing first entry. I have a bad taste in my mouth knowing that this is quite a terrible representation of myself over all. If a next entry comes, I will make it much nicer than this one I assure you and more poignant. That is all.